hey.

you are an asshole.

why didn't i figure that one out?

o.

right.

i was a blind. dumb. cold. bitch.

surprise?

nahh.

you greatfully said it.

i know you said it.

i know..

leave me alone.

stop pounding on my head.

you're gone.

you're gone.

at least.

i hope you are gone.

out of my head.

let's kiss

in the rain

o so fake.

shame shame shame.

wasn't that the reason why i left?

holding myself back.

i know i don't like it.

but i have to hold myself back.

i don't want to be a self standing rose anymore.

but you can hide your scar.. but not your feelings..

you can hide your feelings.. but not your emotions.

you can hide your emotions.. but not your thoughts.

doesn't that all make sense?

i saw my reflection.. looking for you.

that's when i called to stop and pulled myself back.

but.. no more of this shit.

i need some caffeine.. and kisses.

caffeine from starbucks

and kisses from you.

ican'tseemtoberight..

ihaveaCinscience..

finalsstartthisweek..

ummaisgonnakillme..

iscreweditup..

but..

christmasiscoming..

yay..

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wow.. it's been such a long time since i posted an entry..

i have finals coming up next week... ew..